Today not a good day, last night not any better….I took too many of these, those and them in hopes of obliteration. It didn’t work, my body is taking care of having my stomach pumped. I know I should eat, but I just can’t seem to get myself near food, the thought makes me ill, yet at the same time I know that the amount of “stuff” in my system requires the company of nutrition. No win situation.
To top off the craptasticness that life can be I opened unpleasant rejectionary email. Okay there are still plenty of hours left to today for a turn around of some sorts. It can’t all be a shitfest at Casa de Ruby. ..it just can’t. I am trying to convince myself that I will no longer allow shitfesting shit around me.