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2018…..

Started the year with a bang, fizz, pop, and a slew of other bang ups, mash ups, fuck ups…busted pipe, broken heater, remnants of the 2017 flu…it wasn’t all a bad start…there was good thrown in the mix…my babies came to visit, had my #3 for 3 weeks, my #1 for 1 day…had a baby shower for the #3 and his Mrs…anxiously awaiting the arrival of my second little girl…it has been fun tormenting my baby girl Kenzy…she is not thrilled at the idea of sharing her favorite grandma…visited with a CO cousin, explored new parts of my favorite city…renewed connections, while others fizzled…the fizzling is such a grown up part…had a weird connection with someone that out of the blue was blasting me with messages, then an apology and some ghosting….laughable cause I prefer to do the ghosting…stepping on my gig….sheesh…I also have been doing the hermit thing, enjoying it for the most part. I have even begged off of meeting up with peeps….part of me wants to reconnect, while another part is content with the solitude…I don’t trust too many people, I sometimes let my guard down and unfortunately those instances when I do is when the reality that a disappointment will ensue rears its ugly head…part of the chatter with the blaster included the diatribe of expectations…I still maintain that for me it is best to keep those expectations low to non existent, minimizes the disappointment….looking forward to what this year will bring…besides a bday milestone…Happy New Year!!!!low-expectations-quotes-4.jpg

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