Ponderings~

fuckity, fuck, fuck

Today has been a day of many ponderings…actually yesterday as I am now at Tuesday with Monday long gone…

I had a bothersome morning paying bills, there was a substantial increase to my medical insurance, I have my vehicle registration due soon, I received another notice from my doctor’s office concerning the unpaid balance…I had to settle a dispute with my wheelchair vendor…I gave it up, so it will be picked up, glad I didn’t get rid of the older wheelchair. My back has been killing me…yes, it was self-induced and well deserved…FML. Sunday was not a good day, I overdosed on pain meds to the point where I was throwing up, but lets not be all negative and offend anyone with my negativity…some good came of that, Boy # 2 finished cooking…and did a great job. I’m looking to strike a balancing chord on my blog, temper the negatives and the positives…so if I start whining too much, please somebody reel me in…

Or not…this is after all my blog, my little place in the world where I should feel safe bitching, moaning and whining…I should be able to say anything and if anyone finds that it offends them, or bores them or finds my pity party too depressing they have a choice…there is a red X in the right upper hand corner that will make this page go away….

I think the meds are talking more than I am…hmmmm…what’s good about that…oh yeah…the pain is not as intense…wooodafuckhoo…

I am incredibly snarky and jaded.

I need to try for bed…where I can lie on my heating pad and burn my back some more…what’s good about that…hmmm…can’t feel a damn fucking thing…woohoo see something good about nerve damage…yay…FML

Well I am off to try to read myself to sleep…key word TRY.

Night.

FML

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  1. Oh Ruby, I’m so sorry you didn’t have a good day Sunday! I do understand about yesterday as I was in the same shape. Hope you’re feeling at least some better. As for the negativity, who cares? Life is what it is and this IS your place to vent, cuss, rant, rave whatever and those who don’t like it can lump it! lol

  2. Tina…thanks for reminding I can do whatever I want here…funny thing is that people don’t care to listen to “live” bitching, so I spare them and do it here….where it is easier to get away from it (red X in the corner)…LOL.

    Sorry to hear you are also not feeling well…I just want one day where all is well….just one.

    I don’t ask for much….or maybe I do… 🙂

    {{HUGS}} feel better

  3. So, it was just overdoing it on Mother’s Day? Did you think you were getting better before that? I hope so, Ruby. This sucks. I thought of you night before last when my back was a teensie bit sore, and I prayed for you. I wished I could come and give you a back rub. :0( Do you get massage therapy, or is that a no-no?

  4. Deb, I took a tad too many pain meds in the hopes of getting rid of some of my pain, didn’t work. Thanks for the prayers 🙂 . I’ am not yet able to get any type of physical therapy or massage therapy…I wish I could. Hope your back feels better today. I am feeling much better but it’ll be at least a few more days then I’ll be back to where I was….note to self, don’t over do it again.

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