A piece of my heart is missing~

Last year I underwent two back surgeries that I’ve yet to recover from. I had a couple of aunts take turns coming to stay with me and help out. Even my ex helped out, taking me to dr. appointments and such. The biggest help came from my oldest son who put his life on hold to come and help me out.

My favorite son Bert AKA Coven

He has been such a sweetheart and a wonderful son and an even greater big brother. When the weather was bad he would get up early and drive his brothers to school and then rush off to his job. Weekends he would take his brothers to the grocery store and pick up whatever I needed, he cooked for us when I just didn’t have the energy to bother. He has taught his youngest brother to make his world famous tacos, his one specialty. Last night Boy # 3 cooked him tacos as his farewell meal, I thought that was so sweet. Boy # 1 & Boy # 3 share a very close bond, Boy # 2 is more of a momma’s boy.

This morning he finished packing his things into his car, he waited for his brothers to leave for school, had a cup of coffee with me and then got on the road for an 8 hour drive. I had to fight the tears as we said goodbye, not sure when I’ll be seeing him again. He did call me to let me know he had made it in okay so at least I’ll have that weight off of my shoulders.

My handsome son

Bert if you come across this, know that I love you and I am so proud of you, you are an awesome son. I miss you, but I know you are following your heart. Hugs and kisses.

11 thoughts on “A piece of my heart is missing~

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  1. Aw Ruby, I’m so sorry momma. Been thinking ’bout ya today!!
    Wish I could be there to hang out with ya.

    You are so blessed with your boys!! I love em and have not even met them yet!! lol

    loves ya too!
    xoxo

  2. Tracy…wish you were here…I’m just a teary mess today…I’ll be better tomorrow.

    Thanks for the compliment, you are so sweet, loves ya!

    …and you know who else loves ya…starts with D and ends with errick

  3. I am so sorry you are hurting!! Call me anytime! I could swing by after work seeing that you are only a stones throw away!!

  4. Ruby you have done a good job with your son and he is a credit to you – you should be very proud of him.

    PS: What youth elixir/ cream are you using honey – you look like his kid sister !

  5. You have raised an amazing young man.I know you all will miss him, especially you Ruby. You did good Ruby. Burt, you are a blessing and a great help to all your family. God Bless you always.

  6. Ruby,
    I’m sorry you’re hurting and feeling loss. I can’t imagine being parted from my darling Sidney for any period of time. Glad that he’s safe and sound and I’m sure he knows how much you love him. You have such incredible boys.

    We are truly blessed by our children!!!

    Love & Hugs oxox

  7. Thanks Robin, he has left before so we will get back to “normal” after a while. I just have to keep myself occupied mentally. Glad I still have two more boys here to keep me company. {{hugs}}

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