It’s not true that life is one damn thing after another. It’s the same damn thing over and over…some people genuinely fail to recognize that they have character faults which they condemn in others. (Except for me, I see mine all the time…or they get pointed out for me) People understand vices which they are struggling to overcome or have overcome in the past. Efforts to get other people to overcome such vices may be sincere…but the thought of standing in front of a mirror just doesn’t seem to gel…why is that…who knows…it just is….hypocrisy certainly greases the wheels of life, it may also corrode the well-being of those people who are continually forced to make use of it day after day, you say the opposite of what you feel if you grovel before what you dislike… I think I have violated my thoughts with impunity…that’s why nothing makes sense sometimes…I’ve had the thought of discontinuing a portion of my life, but that would only mean I lost the battle, which was never declared publicly, so instead I will continue on as I have and I’ll do what I do best.
On another note….
Yesterday I got carried away in voicing some needs…they should be considered wants, but currently they are not monetarily feasible I could probably do the ice cream, but know better than to give in to that temptation. As for the tree limbs, I had a thought and that is to weigh the option of having a “professional” give me a quote or check with my son who works with a “professional” and see if buying the equipment is cheaper than paying the “pro”. Also my own son may be able to undertake the task….so there is a possible solution…should have done that forward thinking, but instead I gave free rein to my whining.
I have dreaded phone calls to make to my insurance company again…and I’m putting that off, I get a migraine and homicidal thoughts just thinking of calling.
See I did it again…it’s like a sickness, I just can’t stop myself…lol