This one comes from the bowels….

And when I say bowels I don’t mean the intestine…but rather somewhere deep….like the far recesses of my mind…see I was having a deep, deep conversation with someone….and it may have only been deep on my end as I’m the one that had the epiphany. Where do we come from? This question has been asked [...]

Read Full Post »

Randomosity….

I’ve had several working titles….mainly because I’ve had my mind working in overdrive. There is so much I keep to myself unless I spew it here or there or with a select individual or what not….but lately I just can’t….for all that I put forth there is still way more that won’t see the light [...]

Read Full Post »

Shitstorms….

When it rains, it pours. It rained earlier, it was much-needed. It didn’t rain shit. Just water. The shitstorms I’m alluding to are the things I am saving up to fix. Only to discover something else to add to the list. Not too long ago I had my bathroom shower retiled….well that was a crappy job [...]

Read Full Post »

Whoever said hair doesn’t grow on nipples didn’t see “those” nipples….

Stupid is as stupid does, and I have been on a roll. I suffered a bit with hyperactivity a couple of days ago….couldn’t keep myself to any single task…consequently I hand washed my car, I worked on scraping paint off the coffee table, I baked lemon bars, I did laundry, I swept, I vacuumed (not that [...]

Read Full Post »

Cringe worthy….

I’ve got a couple of things (not human things) that I need to touch, I need to handle…with my hands…but the thought of touching them is making me sick. The thought crosses my mind that if I touch these things I’m basically on the same level as a common whore. My dilemma unfortunate as it [...]

Read Full Post »

Missiles, Mirrors and Misery

Again with the volleys, the reflections and introspection. Disgusted with the defensives Illusions shattered Egos battered   Some people (as well-intentioned as they think they are) can just totally suck the life out of you. Around them there is no point in sharing joy, sorrow or any other human quality. No matter how well we [...]

Read Full Post »

No pot to piss in….

Thankfully I’m not there yet….but soon we may be….today was an eye opener for things to come. Having no medical insurance and a job that doesn’t have enough hours to keep me from worrying about how to make ends meet….no hope of getting insurance anytime soon either….oh well….enough stressing that…wish I was sitting on the [...]

Read Full Post »

Things ~

  love…it was madly, truly, deeply and sick and twisted gut wrenching blood curdling ~~ life…it just got sucked out of every pore, yet there is no end to it …death wishes come to taunt and tease understanding of pure evil disguised and wrapped in dogoodiness that isn’t that good sleep, never peaceful never fitfull joy wiped [...]

Read Full Post »

Shtuff~

So my child (boy # 3) comes to me and tells me that someone with the school called him out of one of his classes and had him go to her office. While there she asked him a few questions, which he answered all the while he was uncomfortable with the questions. Questions about our [...]

Read Full Post »

Damned if we do, damned if we don’t~

We seem to be the embodiment of this oft use phrase….”damned if you do, damned if you don’t” we could have coined it had it not already been a part of the American lexicon. Breathing, waking up, agreeing, disagreeing, being complacent, being free-spirited, being independent, being dependent, calling, not calling, speaking, keeping quiet. Watching TV, [...]

Read Full Post »