Scatterings of randomness

That’s about all I can muster, my last day off was Easter…by the look of things I won’t have a day off until next month….I am exhausted and hurting….I think the constant pain is just draining me. But I have things to do, places to go and people to see…getting boy # 2′s checking account [...]

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Finally~

Mr. Sandman and I finally got together….woohoo. Though I may have been more drunkenly passed out as opposed to actually sleeping. I feel rested and that is all that matters. I’m still in bed, I wasn’t too kind to my back, so it is retaliating against me, I fed her some pain meds so all I [...]

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I give~

I give up…I am throwing in the towel. For the first time ever I will be taking something that I hope will help me sleep.

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Someone has to throw the towel in~

In this corner we have Ruby Cantu and on this corner we have Insomnia da Bitch…I think I am loosing the battle but I am not giving in. I need sleep, why can’t I just go to bed like normal people do and close my eyes, fall asleep and dream about…well whatever, I would even [...]

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Going nucking futs~

This lack of sleep business is just for the dogs…I am so mentally dead, I keep  thinking eventually I’ll read myself to sleep…but it hasn’t happened…instead I find myself breezing through hundreds of pages, book after book, when I get tired of reading a book, I put it down and move on to a magazine, [...]

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Humpety, hump, hump~

….and away they go…the days that is. Sometimes it seems that days just drag on and on…and other times they go by in a blur. These last few days have beem a blur….and I wish more days would go by in a blur. I am not accepting of my current situation and my mind is [...]

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It’s a long road back~

I was trying to sleep, didn’t happen…so I got out of bed and picked up a book, read about 250 pages and tried for sleep again, nope, didn’t happen. Again I rolled out of bed and picked up the book and finished the last 200 pages and thought to myself, “self, try again”. so I [...]

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An update of sorts….

I came to hell AKA Austin, Texas on Wednesday, I did my pre admission and lab work then had to come back to the hospital and give them some of my blood. Then went out for dinner, then back to the hotel. Thursday was a long day of waiting around then on to my next [...]

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Where I’m @

I’m propped up in bed right now, fighting sleep, or maybe it is the other way around, sleep fights me. Jerk. I am slowly reading the Wynonna memoir, unlike me to read this slow, I can read a book a day, 2 if I am on a roll, this one has been slow going, I [...]

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Monday un~fun~day

My morning coffee was craptastic, how can that be? It was decaf, yes clearly I was insane thinking I could cheerfully survive the day….not, I survived but I was not entirely functional. I will rectify the error of my ways, I have my coffee pot ready to go, it is loaded, Mr. Joe will be [...]

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