That’s about all I can muster, my last day off was Easter…by the look of things I won’t have a day off until next month….I am exhausted and hurting….I think the constant pain is just draining me. But I have things to do, places to go and people to see…getting boy # 2′s checking account [...]
Posts Tagged ‘insomnia’
Scatterings of randomness
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged Ally Bank, American Bankers Association, Automated teller machine, bitch, chronic pain, Debit card, domestic violence, Easter, fml, fuck, Health, hell, holidays, insomnia, pain, random, randomness, sleep, Transactional account on April 17, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
Give it up~
Posted in Every~day~ness, ~~The Mother Load~~, tagged Body of Proof, book, Criminal Minds, E-Books, insomnia, NCIS, NCIS: Los Angeles, shopping, Thought on September 22, 2011 | 2 Comments »
When you try as hard as you can, to do what you think is right and all you get is that same old cold shoulder, when you do all you can and all that’s left is to give it up all you can do is turn it loose. Such a convoluted thought, then again I’m [...]
Good things~
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged Clinics and Practices, Conditions and Diseases, Health, insomnia, Medical Specialties, Medicine, pain free, pain management, sleeplessness, United States on August 16, 2011 | 4 Comments »
Woke up feeling good, mind you that I didn’t get much sleep and that the sleeplessness was due to not being able to get into a pain-free position. Pain my new best friend. I have decided to treat the pain kindly, no more cussing it out. It has been way too long since I have woken up [...]
Thar She Blows~
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged bitching, Dell, Dell Inspiron Mini Series, Dell Mini, HUMANA, insomnia, insurance, Laptop, thar she blows, venting, virus on August 1, 2011 | 2 Comments »
I tried keeping our insurance, (thanks for nothing HUMANA) but food and other necessities (such as electricity, water, mortgage, etc) trump healthcare coverage. So I paid out the ASS for this stupid policy only to have to not just cover the higher copays, but also 100% of my doctor visits, exams, lab work, x-rays and prescriptions, mind you [...]
The bitch is back~
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged Health, independent, insomnia, it's whatever, needy child, self worth, Sleep Disorders, trilogy, value on July 12, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
By bitch I mean insomnia…not that she ever truly left me, she likes to stick close to me like a needy child….not that I really know what a needy child is like anymore…seems I’ve done okay in making my boys independent, they are away from me and having a great time…or at least that is [...]
Unsleep~
Posted in Shit/Stuff=Shtuff, tagged Drinking water, insomnia, unasleep, unsleep, Water on June 26, 2011 | 6 Comments »
I find myself unasleep again, can’t find a comfortable position, so I shift from side to side or lay flat on my back, a few minutes for each position. One hand holding the mini and one hand hitting the keys. I contemplated the assistance of the pharmaceuticals, I’ve a great combination that puts me out. Of [...]
I did things for myself….~
Posted in Every~day~ness, ~~The Mother Load~~, tagged Almond Joy, Baking and Confections, birthday, cake, chocolate, chronic pain, cooking, doxepin, Home, hydrocodone, insomnia, meloxicam, mobic, norco, shopping on May 24, 2011 | 4 Comments »
I always do things for myself….heck it was my bday, woothefuckhoo…another day….so now I am officially another year older…yay!!! I had things to do…like fetch new drugs….now that is something to get excited about….right…maybe these new magical little things will make life the picture perfect daisy and green grass soft as brand new plush [...]
I’m giving my new friend a break~
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged chores, insomnia, Leaf blower, sleep deprivation, Sleep disorder, Trazodone on October 27, 2010 | 4 Comments »
I’ve had 3 nights of restful sleep, all thanks to my new friend. Trazodone. Initially I had said I just wanted one night where I could just sleep through the night…well it finally happened. But it was such a great feeling to wake up from a restful sleep I needed to experience it again. NO, [...]
Catching you up ~
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged arroz con pollo, birthday boy, brownie's, chronic pain, gift cards, insomnia, pain, pain meds, shopping spree, splurge on October 18, 2010 | 6 Comments »
Yesterday my little tater, boy # 3 turned fourteen, he woke up to two zits, and a mother that had just fallen asleep. My insomnia has been keeping me up all night and I had done some reading, tossing and turning and finally gave in to the zzz’s at about 5:30~ish. He took a shower [...]
3am ramblings
Posted in Every~day~ness, tagged budget, chronic pain, holiday baking, insomnia, lemon pie, pain management, pecans on September 8, 2010 | 2 Comments »
I need a fresh glass of ice water…brb. Back…found the back door open, not just unlocked but wide open. Kids are safe and the house is now secured. I bought some boots…they aren’t the ones I drooled over, but fit my budget…sorta…they don’t really fit my budget…but oh well…if I die with the debt [...]