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When you try as hard as you can, to do what you think is right and all you get is that same old cold shoulder, when you do all you can and all that’s left is to give it up all you can do is turn it loose. Such a convoluted thought, then again I’m [...]

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Woke up feeling good, mind you that I didn’t get much sleep and that the sleeplessness was due to not being able to get into a pain-free position. Pain my new best friend. I have decided to treat the pain kindly, no more cussing it out. It has been way too long since I have woken up [...]

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I tried keeping our insurance, (thanks for nothing HUMANA) but food and other necessities (such as electricity, water, mortgage, etc) trump healthcare coverage. So I paid out the ASS for this stupid policy only to have to not just cover the higher copays, but also 100% of my doctor visits, exams, lab work, x-rays and prescriptions, mind you [...]

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By bitch I mean insomnia…not that she ever truly left me, she likes to stick close to me like a needy child….not that I really know what a needy child is like anymore…seems I’ve done okay in making my boys independent, they are away from me and having a great time…or at least that is [...]

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I find myself unasleep again, can’t find a comfortable position, so I shift from side to side or lay flat on my back, a few minutes for each position. One hand holding the mini and one hand hitting the keys. I contemplated the assistance of the pharmaceuticals, I’ve a great combination that puts me out. Of [...]

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I always do things for myself….heck it was my bday, woothefuckhoo…another day….so now I am officially another year older…yay!!!   I had things to do…like fetch new drugs….now that is something to get excited about….right…maybe these new magical little things will make life the picture perfect daisy and green grass soft as brand new plush [...]

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I’ve had 3 nights of restful sleep, all thanks to my new friend. Trazodone. Initially I had said I just wanted one night where I could just sleep through the night…well it finally happened. But it was such a great feeling to wake up from a restful sleep I needed to experience it again. NO, [...]

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Yesterday my little tater, boy # 3 turned fourteen, he woke up to two zits, and a mother that had just fallen asleep. My insomnia has been keeping me up all night and I had done some reading, tossing and turning and finally gave in to the zzz’s at about 5:30~ish. He took a shower [...]

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I need a fresh glass of ice water…brb. Back…found the back door open, not just unlocked but wide open. Kids are safe and the house is now secured.   I bought some boots…they aren’t the ones I drooled over, but fit my budget…sorta…they don’t really fit my budget…but oh well…if I die with the debt [...]

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