Epiphanies galore~

These may not make sense to anyone but me, and that’s okay. One door opens and sadness walks in, with an ending. Sadness tripped and split its pants. Well no that didn’t happen anywhere but in my head. ☺ When no one believes you even if everything you say is the truth, hurt a little, [...]

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~Voices~

To hear that voice, see that mouth move Venom from a snake, a heart with a stake Wishful thinking, blissful lilting Nails, wires, ropes for a dope The joy of silence, the end of trilling From a tree or a cliff or a mountainside From a bottle, a pillow, a knife In the water, on a [...]

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I don’t hate you, I’m just disappointed you turned into everything you said you’d never be.

I don’t hate you, I’m just disappointed you turned into everything you said you’d never be. Weak….I hate your weakness. You want something but you aren’t afraid to let it go without a fight. You’ve proved giving up is easier than fighting. You want better than what you have or what you get, but you [...]

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What I should’ve said was…

There’s always a little truth behind every “just kidding”, a little knowledge behind every “I don’t know”, a little emotion behind every “I don’t care”, and a little pain behind every “It’s okay”! In my case a lot of pain behind my every “it’s okay”, “I’m fine”, “all’s good”. Looks like my last “I’m fine” [...]

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Going clubbing~

Their relationship was…interesting…and they both battled for control, and not infrequently they had heated discussions — arguments — okay, fights. They regularly resolved to do better, but on whose terms would they do better? His! Hers! Round and round, and then they would be making up and falling back in love, until before long they were “discussing” again. Over their many [...]

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Confession is good for the soul~

You know I hate it when you cry. It makes me want to burn your eyes out with a poker every time and eat popcorn sitting in the corner with a finger continuously in the peanut butter jar. Oh and I have a wicked confession to make…and I have to get it off my chest [...]

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Sick Sucks

I hate sick people. Which sounds mean, I know, but they’re just nasty. And when they get better, I like them again, so it’s not so bad, right…assuming I liked them in the first place….which isn’t terribly likely, frankly…which means that when the vast majority of people get sick, my impression of them doesn’t really change much….and [...]

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It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not~

Hate. Such a strong word…an emotion of strong revulsion. I cannot say I hate anyone, but I do have a strong dislike at times for short periods of time.  I don’t think it would do any good to hold on to feelings of hate…so I don’t…sure a day or two I might be bitching about [...]

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The EX Files~ Part 6

To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”.  I used to hate a lot of things around me, things like….well everything. I hated the world. I didn’t want to hate it, but I felt it hated me. I didn’t belong anywhere, because I had been [...]

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Listless @ 2ish am…Happee Frydey

Good morning my peeps and peepettes, I’m awake…brilliant observation,how else could I be tapping away on my keyboard….anyhoo…thoughts come and go…hate that…but oh well it is how my mind works, or not….but I was berating myself for hitting send and putting my feelings on my sleeve or rather on the body of an email…crap happens…to [...]

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