You don’t know me~

Things you probably don’t know about me~ Death fascinates me, truly it does. I have no fear of death or dying (that’s not to say I’m looking forward to it, though some days that may be debatable). Tomorrow I have an appointment with death (I’m leaving this one on the cryptic side) depending on how [...]

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Not liking this shit~

How could I possibly feel like I am near death? From doing what? Nothing, not a god damn thing…pisses the fuck out of me…yes, I’m bitching, ranting, raving….ughhhh Okay, let’s be fair, went out to lunch…but fuck my ass…well…no don’t fuck my ass…how could that wear the shit out of me….it’s not like I went [...]

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Finality~

There’s a finality in death where all the unanswered questions simply die. For the person holding the lot of questions, the death simply ends it all. Sure all the answers one could hope for will never come along to give any peace. When the one person in my life that truly mattered died, along with [...]

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No Left Turns~

   This is is a wonderful piece by Michael Gartner, editor of newspapers large and small and president of NBC News. In 1997, he won the Pulitzer Prize for editorial writing. It is well worth reading, and a few good chuckles are guaranteed. Here goes My father never drove a car. Well, that’s not quite [...]

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Hell explained~

HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Arizona chemistry mid term, and an actual answer turned in by a student. The answer by one student was so ‘profound’ that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now [...]

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Death by fan~

Death by fan…and I don’t mean a fan like the world loves me and I have someone who has an intense, occasionally overwhelming liking and enthusiasm for me…I used to have a fan base and a fan club, back in the day when I was all hotness and whatnot, but that was before I became all crippled [...]

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End of life debate…what is there to debate?

Without going into the nitty gritty of the entire mumble jumble in the over 1000 pages in the healthcare reform bill…I just don’t get what has to be so complicated about a physician bringing the topic up for discussion. Death is a fact of life; it should not be a big ass taboo subject. Just [...]

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Bittersweet Part II~

I still remember the last visit; the immense pain I was under….Dr couldn’t diagnose me, refused to even consider it could be heart issues….history said otherwise, but the age I was at the time was enough to dismiss the complaints….still it wasn’t about me…I enjoyed the visit, it was a short visit, he complained about [...]

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