Still kicking….

Well no not really….I’ve lost my kicking abilities, not to be confused with my kick ass abilities, those are still there. My back has been kicking my ass…yeah it is humanly possible…..trust me on that one. I’m out of Norco, do not have insurance and probably wouldn’t be able to afford a refill….so on to plan [...]

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Give it up~

When you try as hard as you can, to do what you think is right and all you get is that same old cold shoulder, when you do all you can and all that’s left is to give it up all you can do is turn it loose. Such a convoluted thought, then again I’m [...]

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I did things for myself….~

I always do things for myself….heck it was my bday, woothefuckhoo…another day….so now I am officially another year older…yay!!!   I had things to do…like fetch new drugs….now that is something to get excited about….right…maybe these new magical little things will make life the picture perfect daisy and green grass soft as brand new plush [...]

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Feeling the love♥

I love my boys! For the record I am not one of those girly girls that expect or want anything on a so-called ”holiday”. In the past my kids have asked me what I want for my birthday or for Mother’s Day. I don’t want for much, certainly no material tokens deemed appropriate by the retail [...]

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The Parenting Chronicles~

Parenting~ I love my kids, but parenting sometimes sucks, especially taking the role of mom and dad….there’s the days when I take into account how much easier it is as a single parent than it is to battle an opposing partner. I have the luxury of calling the shots and not being undermined like so [...]

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In Honor of yo’ mama~

For the Popular Mom: A Super Deluxe Margaritaville Drink Maker For the Stressed-Out Mom: lavender scented candles and a DO NOT DISTURB door sign or a heavy duty door stop. For the Damn, Woman, You Sho Got Some Nasty Feet Mom: The Ped Egg Foot File! Have you seen the skankilicious commercials promoting these crud [...]

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Sick Sucks

I hate sick people. Which sounds mean, I know, but they’re just nasty. And when they get better, I like them again, so it’s not so bad, right…assuming I liked them in the first place….which isn’t terribly likely, frankly…which means that when the vast majority of people get sick, my impression of them doesn’t really change much….and [...]

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A piece of my heart is missing~

Last year I underwent two back surgeries that I’ve yet to recover from. I had a couple of aunts take turns coming to stay with me and help out. Even my ex helped out, taking me to dr. appointments and such. The biggest help came from my oldest son who put his life on hold [...]

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Antsy~

I am in my jammies, on my laptop, TV is on, Boy # 1 is watching, he is awake from his nap, me I am just antsy, fidgety, everything but in bed sleeping. Too many thoughts running around in my head…missing someone, wanting someone out of my head. Out of my heart. Tomorrow is a [...]

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24 years ago today….

I was 17 and a senior in high school and 9 months pregnant….and ready to pop…I just didn’t know that day. My pregnancy was one of those weird ones you hear about that make you go “Yeah right, she didn’t know…whatever”…but I didn’t know I was pregnant….not in the beginning. Soon I was given a [...]

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