That my life sucks with you~ But it sucks so much more without you~ That I miss you~ That I have to stop myself…from calling, reaching out~ Thinking of you…always, constantly, MAKE.IT.STOP~
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I’m telling you~
Posted in Every~day~ness, The EX Files, ~~The Write Stuff~~ on September 19, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
The Ex Files Part 13~
Posted in The EX Files, tagged abondonement, abusive, clingy, controlling, long distance dating, suffocated on July 16, 2010 | 3 Comments »
She began to think she should postpone their wedding. Her fiancé seemed incapable of being apart from her….they dated long distance, so she had not realized the extent of his clinginess until they moved in together. If she wanted some “alone time,” he would immedietely get offended. If she didn’t stand or sit next to him or cuddle with him, he [...]
One more for “The Ex Files”
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, tagged abuse, acceptance, darkness, envy, fear, fucked, insecurity, jealousy, silence, tears, The EX Files, worth on May 16, 2010 | 6 Comments »
He made her feel like she wasn’t worth anything as her tears fell at his feet, she looked in the mirror and couldn’t see herself anymore, she only saw what he wanted her to be…and she was only what he wanted to see….from denying her for not accepting to do as he wanted. She had [...]
The EX Files ~ Part 11
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged diapers, fuck, kids, mother, panties, potty training, ravage, sexy on March 28, 2010 | 10 Comments »
To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”. She was home alone with her kids, she had 3 and they were like stair steps, ages 2, 3, & 4, it had all happened so fast, one day she was relishing the carefree romance and new [...]
The EX Files ~ Part 10
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged alienating, domestic abuse, domestic violence, insecurity, isolation, jealousy on March 15, 2010 | 4 Comments »
Family, everyone has family, some- you may not want to be around and others you love dearly. She had always been close to a few members of her family, she had been roommates with a couple of family members and during the years they roomed together they also took many road trips. They were not about [...]
The EX Files ~ Part 9
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged abuse, domestic abuse, domestic violence, isolation on March 14, 2010 | 2 Comments »
To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”. The phone, the goddamn phone, she used to love having hours long conversations with her friends and family. He would come home from work and pick up the phone and hit redial, at first she wasn’t sure [...]
The EX Files ~ Part 8
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged abuse, generosity, manipulations, option, priority, take advantage on March 13, 2010 | 8 Comments »
To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”. She dedicated herself to loving him, doing for him, making life easy for him. She was in a better place financially, she had her own place, it wasn’t much but she invited him to move in. He [...]
The EX Files~ Part 7
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged control, dependent, indebted, insensitivity, isolated, obsessive, personal space, smothered on March 8, 2010 | 1 Comment »
To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”. She had a caring, generous boyfriend that stopped by her job “only a few times a day” and showed up at her door the minute she got home from work. Under the pretext of “love,” he [...]
The EX Files~ Part 6
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged abuse, hate, power and control, problem child, rebel, The EX Files on March 8, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”. I used to hate a lot of things around me, things like….well everything. I hated the world. I didn’t want to hate it, but I felt it hated me. I didn’t belong anywhere, because I had been [...]
The EX Files ~ Part 5
Posted in The EX Files, Uncategorized, ~~The Write Stuff~~, tagged abuse, controlling, domestic abuse, domestic violence, insecure, jealous, stalker, The EX Files on March 6, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
***To read the complete series go to “CATEGORIES” on the right side and click on “THE WRITE STUFF”.*** She realized that he was an insecure man, jealous, controlling and not all together very bright, but he also had a mean streak to him that terrified her. She had in mind that her vows were meant [...]