Control~ a could/would/should be essay that is or isn’t~

Control Being in control, taking control, losing control, having control, ceding control, and using control….. My battle with control has been a long one, one I will probably never completely give up no matter the detritus to me. My early memories of good, bad and ugly all fighting for a piece of me go way [...]

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Epiphanies galore~

These may not make sense to anyone but me, and that’s okay. One door opens and sadness walks in, with an ending. Sadness tripped and split its pants. Well no that didn’t happen anywhere but in my head. ☺ When no one believes you even if everything you say is the truth, hurt a little, [...]

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07/09/08 D Day

Three years ago today began the journey of much sorrow and pain and lots of hurts, hurts hurled by me and to me, not an entirely mutual decision but at the same time I didn’t voice my refusal to go through what was a given. I am filled with many regrets but hindsight being what [...]

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Unsleep~

I find myself unasleep again, can’t find a comfortable position, so I shift from side to side or lay flat on my back, a few minutes for each position. One hand holding the mini and one hand hitting the keys. I contemplated the assistance of the pharmaceuticals, I’ve a great combination that puts me out. Of [...]

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A Day of Decadence~

In a way that is not parsimonious, thus not me, the first order of the day would begin with a steamy hot shower. I would then throw on the most comfortable threads I possess….well maybe not those as I’m sure those have either stains, holes, missing something - like elastic or buttons. I would not bother [...]

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It’s not what you think~it never is….

Daily Drudge, both different and I skim or sink in either or both but not at the same time. Breathing…an unfortunate function to sustain responsibilities…counting down to the end…well no, I fail to enumerate  without additional appendages, my phalanges can only get me ten. I’ve never been one for histrionics as the tinning effect would [...]

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Book ponderings~

Faith is believing in what you know to be false…. Very little is more irritating than the speech patterns of someone we know to be intelligent yet who is ignorant of grammar and correct usage. He admired her strength until it overshadowed his. Then he sought to diminish her. She acquiesced well past the time she [...]

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Stupidity knows no bounds

Last night while skyping with my friend Tracy, she alerted me to a comment on her blog about me. In essence this moron had the ability to cure me of my scoliosis, and better yet, he could do it over the phone. Like I’m really just going to pick up the phone and call a [...]

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ADVICE FROM A RETIRED HUSBAND

    It is important for men to remember that, as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are oversensitive, and there’s nothing worse than an oversensitive woman. My name is Ron. [...]

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Pray for you

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